Everyday Struggle

Wit myself I'm so frustrated
Doing things I'm way past hatin
I remember bein so elated
Now it feels like crazy pills been taken
To harmful from harmless
The situtation's progressed
Nowadays I'm far less
Able to find success
In dealing with it head on
Instead I stay torn
Between hard spots and rocks
God help me to stop
Ain't no towels bein thrown
I just bow before the throne
Prayin I can move on
One day real soon
Gotta keep my dome up
And stay steadfast
Gotta refill my cup
And know through you I'll last
But it's an everyday struggle
Even the people that love you
Ain't always the best help
Jesus knew how that felt
And I don't belive in magic
But If I could get past this
Without your love and compassion
Would I need you at all is the question you just answered